we are broken;

"are you really going to forget about everyone when you move?"
"probably."
"please don't. i don't want to lose you as a friend."
"too bad, partner."


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keep me safe inside your arms like towers.

don't let me leave you.

so much pain.

i want to leave so bad.

i'm done with this place.

yet, so much agonizing pain.

what do i do?

breaking down;

i feel like i'm deleting my childhood, everything that i knew and loved.

so hard;

i know it's only something as petty as music, but when you delete 90% of your ipod playlist because it's a bad influence on you, it's hard.

i.
will.
not.
give.
up.

i am forgiven;

"i'm forgiven, and i don't have to carry the weight of who i've been, 'cause i'm forgiven."

"my mistakes are running through my mind, and i relive my days in the middle of the night, and i struggle with pain, wrestle with my pride. sometimes i feel alone, and i cry."

"when i don't fit in, and i don't feel like i belong anywhere, when i don't measure up to much in this life, oh, i'm a treasure in the arms of christ."

<3

congratulations;

you made me see that it wasn't alright.
you had proof.
you changed my mind.

short, sweet, and to the point;

the question that is killing me:

do i tell or do i keep it to myself?