intermission;

intermission from my 30 days. it never hurt to write more than one time in a day, did it? (:

do i regret what i did? yes. a lot.
do i feel my end decision is for the better? yes. i feel like in the end, we need time. i feel like in the long run, a little space will help us keep our friendship. had i not made the decision i made, our friendship would've been completely lost. i feel like garbage about it, but that's that.
does my heart hurt? like you'd never know. most every piece of me is telling me that what i did was wrong and that i should just take it back. my heart, the one part of me that is telling me otherwise, is telling me that everything will be okay.

i'm not sure what to do anymore. i hurt, i'm tired, i need to sleep.
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