i cry out;

every inch of my body,
piece of my soul,
screams out, calling.
i don't want to lose what we have,
i don't want to give up.

but what other choice have you left me?

none.
none at all.

no matter how hard i try;

i can't get you off my mind.

i hate it, so much.

i can't wait to see you,
can't wait to hug you,
can't wait to feel the warmth of your body.

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take me to that place lord;

take me to that place lord,
to that secret place where i can be with you,
you can make me like you,
take me to that place lord.

listen to your heart, when he's calling for you;

which is exactly what i did.

like i told a friend earlier today,

i feel like god wouldn't have let me move if there wasn't a reason. i'm just still trying to find that certain reason.

and like he replied,

it may turn out to be just to lead one person to him. but if that's the case. it would be worth it in the end to know you helped save at least one person.

i hope you know how much it meant to me that you talked to me about that.
you understand.
you went through the same thing.

and whether you know it or not,
as my brother in god,
as the one that helped me re-find what i lost,
as someone who stayed with me through it all,
i love you.
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