i take it well;

it never hurts to comment on my posts and tell me what you think about them. 
what i could improve, how to help the situations i'm being forced to be in the middle of.
criticism doesn't hurt in the end.
it's all for the better.

tomorrow she won't remember what she did yesterday;

you walked up to me and asked what's wrong..
i proceded to say i was okay, and you didn't question it.
i mean, why should you? why shouldn't you believe what i said?

why don't you ever want to talk about personal things? why don't you want to know things nobody else knows? why do you change the subject every time i want to talk about serious things? why?

maybe the answer to all of these questions is the same. regardless, i'll never know.

hear me out now;

are you still there?
do you still sit there and read my every thought?


if so,
i have a question i'd like to ask:

what do you want from me?

let's start this over;

change:
what has taken over.
what has made me rethink things.
what has shown me a different view on things.
what has made me..me.


i can't say what i want to.
not with the way i'm being watched.
not with the people that can spread things around faster than you can count to one.
not with how things are going.


so thus i say,
let's start this over.
let's begin something new.
let's be us.


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