October 24, 2011

this above all: to thine own self be true;

my head pounds, my heart aches. i feel different, dazed.

each day, i find myself asking the same question:

who are you?

it goes deeper than the surface. there's a bigger meaning behind the simple, 3 word question. who am i? what have i made of myself? what was i? who was i? have i changed? was that for the better?

although they all may seem like the same, easy-to-answer question, they're not.

to question who you are to yourself is difficult. just the thought of knowing that i could be lying to myself, making up different faces for myself, hiding behind a black veil is awful. it makes me question everything.

new goal: find myself. "to thine own self be true." if i don't lie to myself, i won't lie to others. if i lie to myself, everything will become a lie.

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