*your first love.
"maybe i know somewhere, deep in my soul, that love never lasts."
for now, love isn't eternal. i'm still young and in the process of finding my true soul mate. there's no rush in the process, and to be completely honest, i'm not ready. i'm not ready to leave everything i have and to put my whole heart into love. i can hand out my "love" to many, many people and it not mean a thing. my heart aches at the thought that i can oh so carelessly hand it out and not be affected by it. my outlook on everything is that nothing is permanent and mistakes are made.
my first love was my best friend. he was there for me through every little detail of my life, thick and thin. i thought the world of him. he was my everything, and i was his. i gave him my heart and vice versa. everything was perfect. i guess all that happened was that we grew apart. i'm not really sure. all i know is that my first love was great and i wouldn't change it for the world.
toodles, (:
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