opinions-revealed;

It's terribly difficult for me to put my thoughts into words. The thoughts flow very vividly through my head, detail upon detail oh so prominent. I wish so badly that I could have the ability to awe people with my thoughts. I feel like I'm doing nothing more than spilling out my head just for nobody to listen. It always seems to be easier to write whenever I have something to say. No creativity comes to mind whatsoever whenever I have no idea. I want to build a mind that can come up with a story, an idea, anything whenever I need it to. I suppose I'll go on with a list of things:
*You replied to my post. I'm happy. I finally got my unanswered questions answered.
*I found your profile today. I know you blocked me, but somehow it was there. I thought I would feel better, I thought I would try to fix things again, but the longer I looked at it, the longer I seemed to not really care. Sure, I wish we could be friends again, but that takes two people's efforts. If you don't want to, then we won't.
*You stopped messaging me. I hope you never say anything else. Ever.
*Each time we continue to talk, I seem to stay happy. I'm not sure how long this feeling will last, but however long is long enough for me.
*Despite your telling me to stop, I didn't. I can't. I see what I'm about to do in my mind, but I block it out. I see that it's wrong, but my mind can't think of it at the time. I may get better one day, but for now, I'm not. I wish you would notice.
*Your whole family has made a huge impact in my life. You guys have showed me what it's like to live, what it's like to have the best thing as the king in my life. Thank you all so much. It means a lot.
*You are the best thing that has happened to me. You've showed me what it's like to live. My very existance is all thanks to you. I have nothing else to live for.
*I didn't know you thought that lowly of me. I didn't know you would take a joke that far. I think I look and act pretty straight.
I like the feeling of this. Writing anonymously to all of the "you's" out there. I like it a lot.